Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Ch ch ch changes.....

It's New Years Eve!

My New Year begins on my birthday (Jan. 13) so I don't make resolutions until then...but I am thrilled to be going into 2009! Every year I learn huge lessons and I think this year will be even more dynamic than the previous! This year my focus is going to be on balance.

I do not ever rest my brain...I'm always thinking of what I need to do, where I need to go, what I should have done instead of...you know the type! ..And the worrying...oh my...don't even get me started on the ridiculous levels that I take worrying to... This goes on all day and doesn't shut off at night...Sound sleep is a fairy tale for me...something that could happen if the stars aligned just so...but rarely does.

All of this comes at a very high price...my natural personality is masked by fatigue and ends up looking bitchy...oh yeah....if you didn't realize it I'm not actually a bitch..nope..just real tired ;)
It affects my motivation and therefore my health because I'm so exhausted that I don't want to get off my butt. Oh and gosh...there are a myriad of other ways in which my type A personality bites me in the ass.

2009 will be the year that I learn to control it! It will be the year that I learn to balance myself. I have a plan...that I won't bore you with...and I'm excited to see where it takes me!

~Peace~